I'm a simple girl with a li'l dream, of seeing her humble works in exquisite print, to share with all who feels for words, written with
an unsupressable urge. So indugle in my fantasies, and plow your way through my memories, greatly appreciated you will be,
if you can leave your comments here for me.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
I Am Who I Am - Exposed
I am the daughter who suffered in silence everytime you caned me for no reason.
I am the daughter who kept poison diaries of you when you destroyed my very first relationship.
I am the daughter who cried every night for three years when daddy passed away.
I am the sister who took care of the family's burden while you waste your life away.
I am the sister who is utterly disappointed in you for all that you are, and all you have done and am still doing, to this very day.
I am the girlfriend who wrote you letters everyday and dedicated songs to you every night on all the FM stations, while you were in camp.
I am the girl you left crying in the pouring rain, when you turn your heart away.
I am the soulmate you cheated on, who forgave you when you beg for another chance, and whom you left again that very same month.
I am the girlfriend who ate nothing for 2 weeks, went into depression for 3 months, and closed my heart to everyone else for 4 years when you gave me up.
I am the loser whose heart aches every time she sees your loving photo with that girl you left me for.
I am the woman who needs a lot of love and care, but was disappointed by many men.
I am the lady whom men claim they love, but love me they could not because they come and go as they please.
I am the friend that you may not know much about, but once you do, I'll swear my allegiance and loyalty to you forever.
I am the best friend who ran down to be with you at 3am when you called with a broken heart.
I am the girl who harbours a passion for writing, so as to touch others with my words.
I am the girl who makes a fool of myself, so that everyone can laugh.
I am the girl buddy that guys like to hang out with, but will not want to romance.
I am the Lao Niang you tolerated and loved, despite all my flaws, fiesty temper and idiosyncracies.
I am the one who broke your heart, because I could not love you anymore.
I am the child the Lord chooses to discpline, in ways I may not understand.
I am the melancholic artist who kept all her life sorrows in a hidden vault, because they are too painful to share with anyone, and because no one could understand.
I am the girl whose dreams are yet to be fulfilled, but believes it will be someday.
I claimed no credit to this piece, as it was entirely inspired by MercerMachine, Mr Brown and Juz Another Gal.
Click the links to read their masterpieces:
MercerMachine (The "Original")
I'm That Guy
Who We Are
I Am That Guy
Juz Another Gal
I Am That Girl
Confessions by Elvina aka LaoNiang at 4:39 PM