..or rather a really long month.
too much work. not enough sleep. brain dead. feeling a little lost. and i think age has something to do with the way i feel.
physically and emotionally.
getting fat. metabolic rate is declining faster than the US stock market. energy levels at all time low. water retention. feeling bloated.
don't feel so good about myself. strange. I was never that self conscious. Somehow, people's remarks about how bad i look now are getting to me. I hate it and I am fighting it, but it's wearing me out.
sometimes i wish people will leave me alone.